Finish the Long Weekend

Just finish the long weekend. 3 days but i been drinking for 2 days. but still the mood was not really good. as what she told me, this is what i deserve. yea that is true, she is right....i am untrustable.....but what should i do? if the day can return, i wish i can let her know everything.....
i am stupid, i really stupid~~~!!!

只能说对不起

Recently I did a big mistake and I know i can't go back anymore. But I just wish can forgive me.
"we are just a friend", this is what she told me. Yes i know, but in my mind, she is important to me. I don't know what can i do now. The only i can do now is Sorry...........

Alan's Blogspot

Finally i have create a blog. Some of the people said, blog like a diary, they wrote what the doing or feeling in the blog. Some people think blog is just post some opinions into the website. For me i think blog is like a communication with other world.
WHY I SAID SO?
Sometime we unhappy/happy, we cant share with people or hardly to find someone to share with. blog is a one of the "thing" for us to share with.
Today I have start my blog. I might not always post the blog, but i will post when i was free.
Hope you guys will enjoy my blog.